Friday, December 23, 2011

Update and Instant Favorites

Hi everyone.

I am so very sorry for not posting.  I have been rather busy with end of the semester papers and exams.  Just a quick update and then some new songs for the thinking.

I have been very busy trying to work on setting everything up for my last semester at college.  I have using my time on break to do some studying and to set up for a decent draft of the 25 page capstone paper that I have to write.  I am now in bed writing this due to the illness I have.  I am trying to get rest, as I had a head cold that developed into acute walking pneumonia and I am wont to finally be done with feeling sick.  I am struggling to find words to complete this as both the medication and the illness that it is for is clouding my mind.  Well, not that you know what is happening with me...TO THE MUSIC!! :)

These selections are some of my latest favorites. The first is from the group Straight No Chaser.  They have done an amazing remix of Rhythm of Love and I Can't Help Falling in Love With You.  This song became one of my favorites the first time I listened to it.  With minimal accompaniment, the sounds of the harmonies come though and give a great sense of the rhythm that makes you want to tap your foot and dance around the room.
Sorry for the lack of a visual, but the song is what should be featured. :)

Next up is a song that was another one of my instant favorites. Jeff Buckley did a cover of a song by Leonard Cohen called "Hallelujah."  This song is played well enough to feel the emotion behind it.  The pain and desire behind it makes your heart unite with his, sobbing that lost the "broken Hallelujah."  While I do not fully agree with his interpretation, I agree that many of us today have lost this fundamental cry of our hearts.  The meaning of the song is clear enough, and it is that which I want to convey.  May our hearts all scream as one, "HALLELUJAH!"


TI

Friday, November 25, 2011

Song of the Week: "Crush" by David Archuleta

Hello and Happy Thanksgiving to all my friends out there!

I am on Thanksgiving break which means I have some more time to put a song or two on the blog.

This week's installment is a song by an American Idol hopeful, David Archuleta. In season 7 he finished as runner up.  This song climbed as high as number 2 on the charts and has sold almost a million copies of his self titled, debut album.  I have had this song on a playlist for some time now and it keeps getting stuck in my head.  Yes, I am still on my (slightly depressed) bent.  I have heard some not so good news about my great-grandma, so that just compounds on my already mental and emotional stress.  But Thanksgiving football always helps that, which it did on Wednesday night.  However, those who know me, know that I do push too hard sometimes and I did it again.  So I am a little banged up, but it is definitely worth the pain for the next couple of days.

Anywho, I have had a particular someone on my mind over the past couple of weeks and I wish I could talk to her about it, but she keeps giving me mixed signals and I am about as daft as it comes to relationships.  So, with that in mind I thought this song is slightly appropriate.

These types of songs infuriate me because of their rose colored look at love.  REAL LIFE DOES NOT WORK THIS WAY!!!!!  I am truly sick of song like this that give an unrealistic picture of love.  Love is hard work.  As I have said in a earlier post, love is a commitment followed by actions that are conducive to the support of that decision.  When a person wants out, they make a conscious decision that the other person, and their relationship with them is not worth the time and effort put into them.  Sorry, rant over.  

On the other hand, I am a hopeless romantic and wish life worked this way. (Yes, I truly am a paradox.) I love the whole love story thing. (Think Taylor Swift's "Love Story.")  Ya, I read Shakespeare, I wish it worked that way, and I am proud of it.  But my realistic side is eating me up right now.   Well, I have babbled enough.  Here is "Crush" by David Archuleta.


Sunday, November 13, 2011

Song of the Week: "Let it Rain" by David Nail

Hi everyone,

Sorry for being so long between posts.  I have been very busy with school, work, and all the other stuff I do around here.  This week's song is David Nail's "Let it Rain."

This song is an amazing confession of a man who cheats on his wife and realizes his sin.  He not only feels guilty, but confesses to his wife and shows willingness to accept any punishment given to him.  He is heartbroken to the point where he confesses, "Let it hurt, even more than I deserve."  He realizes the love he had, and the trifle he replaced it with.

I do not condone his action, but I can say that this song is a genuine refection of humanity.  We live in a fallen world and it is not an easy thing to live with.  I have felt this pain before.  Not to the same extent. (I am not married, currently have no girlfriend, and have never cheated on anyone.) But, I know what it is like to tell the person you love that you screwed up.  You put yourself at their mercy and pray that they forgive you.  I have seen both the good and the bad that can come from this type of confession. (I wish I had seen more of the good than the bad.)  This is why I must emphasize forgiveness as much as I can.  (Theologian coming out)  Christ has shown us forgiveness, why must we not do the same?  Do we have an excuse?  No.  (Look at the book of Hosea if you want a deeper picture.)   This betrayal is at the heart of our corruption as human beings.  His forgiveness should lead to our forgiveness.  Here is David Nail's "Let it Rain."

WARNING:  The images are slightly suggestive and should not be viewed by anyone who can't deal with the sexual nature of this song.



Some people have asked why I pick the songs I do.

To tell the truth, It really depends on my mood, and if I think the song is catchy.  This song comes from my current time of sickness, and heartbroken-ness. No, I did not break up with anyone.  No, I am not in a relationship.  I am, however, feeling lonely and would like to ask a woman out, but I know that she has no intention of being attracted to me.  (It's complicated)  There are other reasons, but these are the major ones that have lead me to listen to sappy love songs and the sorrowful hope of unrequited love.

Promising to post next week after my trip to San Francisco,

TI

Friday, October 28, 2011

Song of the Week? Month?...Whatever :P - Straight No Chaser

Hi to everyone in the interwebs!  lol

Just Kidding, I'm not that crazy, yet.  However, by the end of these next two weeks I may just be.  I have 4 papers, a fundraising trip to the middle of California, and an entire week of play practice capping off with 2 performances at the end of next week.

Yep, busy as ever.  So, I thought I would give you some more music for you listening pleasure:  Straight No Chaser!

I love these guys!  They are an a capella  singing group from Indiana.  They met in college and now sing professionally.  They sing in 5 to 10 part harmony.  They have amazing voices and do some great covers of songs.  So, without further ado: Straight No Chaser!  (Here is a mix of what they have been doing including their title song, and their latest work "Like a Prayer")







With eyes like lead and a lot of reading to do,
TI

Sunday, October 9, 2011

Song of the Week: OneRepublic "Secrets"

Hi Everyone!

This Week's installment of music comes from the band OneRepublic.  The song "Secrets" was the key song for the Disney movie, "The Sorcerer's Apprentice."  It gained huge popularity through it's use during the movie being the uniting song for the main couple in the movie.  Honestly, I just think it's a cool song.  The lines of the Chorus, the thing the songwriter hits on time and again are

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
I'm sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time
Don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm Gonna give all my secrets away

He seems to have contradictory statements, but see that his Chorus is not a plea for patching this over as much as it is a call for honesty.  He doesn't care if he is lambasted for what he says, he just wants to speak the truth and break down the wall between him and the woman he is singing to. 

This relationship was founded with no purpose.  Now he is attempting to ask the questions that will give a purpose to their relationship.  He is taking off the masks and revealing who he truly is, a sinful human being.  Relationships don't grow from being fake with one another.  They grow from being honest and communicating that honesty openly.  Many of the relationships I had in the past both I and my former significant other would either put on masks or change to accommodate the other person.  I never wanted that, but it happens anyway.  We think, "S/He will like me better if I do/am like (insert blank)."  Instead of being with the person you fell in love with, you are now with a person that has put up a shell.  It is only through the acceptance of the true human underneath, can we ever truly love one another.

To put it simply:  Be yourself.  Living a lie does nothing but cause tears.


Without further ado: "Secrets" by One Republic



Saturday, September 24, 2011

1 foot, 2 feet,... how many more to go? None.

Open mouth, insert foot.  It seems to a common saying around me these days.  My words get me into trouble.  Even when I think about what I say, it seems that my tone is such that they are taken wrong, or if it is written, that it is instantly a bad thing.  I can't seem to get two words out without one of them coming back to bite me in the bum.  Earlier this year I had a relationship end.  It was very hard for me because I was very attached to her.  Even to this day I think she has had a lasting impact.  We decided that we would try to stay friends because we still loved hanging out with one another and could still benefit from being friends.

Well, I guess this changed.  A couple of days ago I posted something that took me a long time to come to grips with.  I did some deep soul searching and wrote about what I found.  Sadly, all was not well received.  My ex decided that my wording was very offensive and decided to let me know about it.  I hope that my words have not ruined a friendship that was very beneficial. 

To this end I have decided to limit my postings on my blog.  I will no longer be posting anything personal, and you will probably not be seeing a rant on here for a long time.  I will continue to post songs and I will try to post writings from time to time.  If this does not go well, or I simply do not have time, I may be shutting down the blog for good.  Sadly this pushes my blog into a realm of disconnectedness and coldness that I would have rather avoided. 

It is so hard these days to say what you think and not get hurt for it.  I don't have a close friend that I can tell all these things to.  Many of my friends are connected with the people that are threatening me.  So far I have received threats of bodily harm, economic harm, mental repercussions, and even a few death threats.  Words have power.  I just wish people would talk instead of having knee-jerk reactions to everything that is said.

In short, I am sorry if anything I have said is offensive to any of my readers.  I never meant for it to be taken that way. I only hope that things can be repaired. 

With a heavy heart and lots of homework,
TI (Josh)

Thursday, September 22, 2011

Song of the Week: Sanctus Real "Forgiven"

Hey Y'all!

This week's song of the week is by Sanctus Real. The Song is "Forgiven."

The band's name means "True Holiness."  They are a Christian crossover band, much like Skillet.

This song has been at the top of my playlist for some time now , and it is so fun listen to.  The message is amazing!  All the issues, problems, screw-ups, sins, and foul ups that you or I have committed are gone.  This is the message of Christianity:  We are Redeemed and Forgiven.  I hope the message speaks to you as it has spoken to me: we are forgiven and the weight of who we were is lifted.  We are not who we were.  We were bought with a price and have life through him.  My favorite lines in this song are: "When I don’t measure up to much in this life, Oh, I’m a treasure in the arms of Christ."  Even when we mess up, we are still loved.  Nothing!  Let me say that again, NOTHING we ever do, can rip us from the arms of Christ.  Even on our worst day, we repent and are loved by the unyielding power of God.  Praise him from whom all blessings flow!  Without further ado, "Forgiven" by Sanctus Real.


Monday, September 19, 2011

Apologise and Blow it up. (Warning: My Reality check. Not for those who think that I am not sincere.)

Thousands of apologies go out to my readers.  I have been dealing with a lot of personal stuff and I needed a break.  I have been dealing with two main issues:  school and love.

The first issue is just a matter of money.  I have none and need a lot for school.  Thanks to this wonderful thing called May Term, I was not able to get a job this summer.  Therefore, I need to try and find a way to get some funds or I may not graduate and be a semester from graduating for the second time.  I am trying to find a loan that I am able to get.  But enough about that, I hate money.

UPDATE:  The money issue is taken care of!  Praise the Lord who provides in his timing!

I am a self-labeled hopeless romantic.  I have wished for love for so many years, and been disappointed so many times.  I have had friends tell me time and time again that I need to trust in God and his love.  And while this has been going on, I tell my friends "yes, I get it"  but in the back of my mind think "It is not what I want."  I am sick of being behind a mask when it comes to my personal life.  I am so scared to be rejected, it is hard to be my boring self.  I am not brave, I am not skilled, and I am not intelligent.  When I can't stand something, I send it into oblivion usually using C4.   Therefore, It is time to C4 my mask collection.  I am not who I say I am.  I am not who I think I am.  I love talking theology.  I love thinking theology.  But I hate practicing it.  Every convicting word that I write tonight rips another hole in a rotting, festering heart.  I have had to become jaded, even heartless to the point that I do not feel anything.  But that is not true.  I feel pain.  I feel anguish.  In fact, I feel it so much that I am well acquainted with it.  I feed on sorrow and drink my fill with tears.  Sadness seems to be the only thing I can feel.  I can put a smile on my face and pretend that everything will be okay.  But I know it will not.  The truth is, I am afraid.  I am afraid to be loved.

Love is a foreign concept to me.  My father's side of the family is known for incessantly picking on one another.  They would tease each other to the point of tears.  This, sadly, has passed into my family.  I used to be the one that was teasing, but now see no point to it and become the object of ridicule.  I have found it easy to be the martyr and take the pain, thinking that if I deal with it, no one else will have to.  It is easy for me to play the martyr, it is my natural state.  I know pity, but is pity part of love?  God takes pity on us and extends his love.  Do we as humans do the same?  How does this work?  People say that love is the warm fussy feeling that they get in their stomach.  But what happens when the feeling is gone?  Love does not fade, does it?  When God said he has loved us, it is always coupled with some kind of action.  But this action is not what we call "making love."  It is completely different.  It is a decision.  It is a decision that is coupled with action of protection and provision.  To put it simply, Love is a deep, shown commitment. But is this what love entails?  But it is a two way street, is it not?  Can you show love, and call it love,  without the reciprocation? 

The short answer is yes.  This is what I call "broken heart syndrome."  I have, twice in my life, committed myself to a woman who I thought I would spend the rest of my life with.  However, both times, I found that I was mistaken in either my decision or my actions and it lead to the destruction of the relationship.  The love that was given, was not given back, or not taken with understanding.  The reason why this is a syndrome is because the person that this happens to, in this example me, begins to believe that their lot in life is to be empty and alone.  Thus, a hopeless romantic.  The delusions of grandeur turn into a nightmare of my own design.  I can't help but screw up because I don't know what to do.  Hopelessness becomes the focus, instead of God.

I now understand Paul's thorn in the flesh.  Do not pity me.  And I know that there will be some that will say, "He is just playing the martyr card again."  I assure you, I am not writing this to do anything to you.  You have been on a little journey in my thoughts.  But I can tell you, this is not the extent of my thoughts.  I have been thinking about this for the past two weeks.  As this school year comes up, I do not know what God has in store for me, but I do know that he will teach me something major this year.  I am going to learn to trust in his sufficiency.  I have made some progress, but I am far from where I need to be.  I pray God shows me what love really is.  Humility included.

With Prayers and Many Tears,
TI

Writing Sample: Tutorial Paper 1: Review of Slaves, Women & Homosexuals by William J. Webb – “Right idea, Wrong Follow through”


The Following is a paper I wrote for my BTS tutorial class.  In class we review books of theological importance that we must take into account when we read and study theology.  Please enjoy and leave comments.  Practice makes perfect. :) Sort of...

"I have given them your word, and the world has hated them because they are not of the world, just as I am not of the world. I do not ask that you take them out of the world, but that you keep them from the evil one. They are not of the world, just as I am not of the world." (Matt. 17: 14 -- 16) When these words were uttered by Christ, they were universally understood in the sense that we are not the same as the world.  However, we are in the world, and we are called to witness to the world.  As such, it puts us in direct context, and in direct conflict in this world.  How we practically face this conflict is a question that has been debated for millennia.  This question is the topic of Webb's book.  Webb attempts to create a universal hermeneutic in which to practically apply our biblical understanding in this world.  Yet he does not do this effectively.  Webb attempts to ask the correct questions with a reasonable answer.  Yet in his quest for the universal hermeneutic he is anything but consistent.
Webb describes his hermeneutical method as the historical -- movement hermeneutic.  This historical movement method is based in a "slippery slope" model.  Webb claims that our perspective needs to be such that it takes the full spectrum of the writer's original context, the writing itself, our current environment, and a deduced universal principle into account.   This concept seems to be fine, but it is not what the point of Scripture is.  Just extrapolating out what we see does not get us to Christ.  The problem with Webb’s hermeneutic is that it is not Christocentric.  If Scripture is christocentric, then our hermeneutic must be also.  Practical application is a must, but it should not dictate as our primary view of how Scripture relates to us. 
Web gives an example or a shortcut of his historical movement hermeneutic through this example leads me to reference is hermeneutic as the XYZ method, or "if this, then this."  His assumption in his hermeneutic is that all of Scripture is either progressive or regressive.  This perspective leads to the assumption that all of Scripture either wants us to be more or less progressive on any issue that is currently in the world.  Webb he even buys into this perspective by creating the false dichotomy between what he coins as a static hermeneutic and his own.  He fights against being stagnant to the point where he constantly is moving and his movement is baseless.  This moving for the sake of moving is detrimental to Webb's argument because he sets up a straw man to juxtapose his argument.  In addition, this pushes his conversation down what I have previously called a "slippery slope" model.  This model either gets bigger or smaller with time, but does not accurately represent the movements of human events.  While there may be fluctuations in progressiveness throughout human history, he does not accurately take into account all of the fluctuations in human thought.
Also, he misses the point when it comes to looking at different perspectives on hermeneutics.  He doesn't address, a Catholic hermeneutic, a Reformed hermeneutic, a Baptist hermeneutic, or even a Lutheran hermeneutic.  Web discusses to hermeneutics in very abstract terms, then tries to imply that these terms can be universally used as principles.
These principles, he claims are from Scripture.  However, his criteria demonstrate that it is not from a strictly biblical perspective, but instead a perspective in which Scripture has been used to fit a social and ethical framework.  Webb uses categories to compartmentalize his argument.  These categories shift, depending upon the weight he gives them.  Many of the social implications that Webb uses tend, for him, to be very persuasive.  While I agree context science and ethics need to be part of this type of the discussion, the question that truly needs to be asked is "what informs what."  Does the hermeneutical spiral begin in Scripture, or in our own ideas?  This question is a key reason why those who are Reformed, would not be able to agree with Webb's principal.
Webb throughout his book demonstrates time and again that he is not reformed.  In this way, he misses a key component of the reformed perspective, the understanding that Scripture interprets Scripture.  The reformed hermeneutic and perspective upon this is that Scripture is the inerrant word of God and is therefore a basis of all our decisions.  However, in his criterion, Webb makes it very clear that he does not share the same respect for Scripture.
Webb divides his biblical criteria into two major categories, cultural and transcultural.  The problem with such categories is who is authoritative in the decision to put something in a category.  Web tends to pull things out of context, thereby missing the principles lessons and meanings in those text he has declared culturally bound.  The problem with declaring something culturally bound.  Is that it is instantly discounted as authoritative.  If it is culturally bound, then it cannot be applied to a different culture in a different part of the world with different rules and different people.  Where then does the universal principle lie?  If Scripture is authoritative, then the inspiration of Scripture must dictate that all of Scripture is profitable and utilize in the formation of universal principles and authoritative teachings.
He claims early on in his book to be committed to the authority of Scripture.  Yet this appears to be a ruse.  For later on in his book, he claims that certain passages are not applicable to today's culture.  Within this perspective, he claims that some parts of Scripture and understandings of Scripture are either non-persuasive were inconclusive.  The key piece, he claims that his inconclusive is his reading of the Old Testament.  His perspective on the Old Testament gives us a glimpse into the divide that separates the Old and the New in his mind.  This separation is dangerous because it gives an assumption of the discontinuity between the Old Testament and the New Testament to the reader.
Through this discontinuity, he tends however to establish some sort of a universal principle using Old Testament texts.  He does this by claiming that a neutral issue in society today can inform all other issues, if we use the same principle that works with that issue.  Webb's neutral issue is slavery.
Webb uses the institution of slavery, with biblical perspectives and modern understandings to somehow come up with a universal principle in which everything will work out for good in his mind.  He uses that incline or decline with slavery, and attempts to apply it to women and homosexuals.  This is a gray and assumption that we as Christians cannot take to heart.  The reformed perspective of Scripture interpreting Scripture is such that a man-made rule cannot intervene to the point of refuting Scripture.  However, web uses his hermeneutic to proof text and twist the message of Scripture to his own ideological misgivings.  The assumption of neutral issues informing all others is not a universal principle or hermeneutic as Webb would claim it to be.  His methodology in trying to prove it falls apart at his premises, his assumptions, and in his criteria.  The gaps in logic are inexcusable.  And as such, his hermeneutic falters when standing up to critical review.
The final thing that comes into question, is the weight in which he balances intra-and extra biblical criteria.  To clarify what I said earlier, Web claims to have a high view of Scripture. However, does not demonstrate that throughout the book.  Webb in his book subjugates Scripture to mental exercises in order to persuade with his hermeneutic.  If we truly believe in the authority of Scripture, as outlined in First Timothy 3, then we must understand that Scripture is inspired to where the word of man must be continually subjugated to the will of God.  The only way in which we understand the mind of our heavenly father and his will is through his word spoken to us through his son Jesus Christ in the words of Scripture.
To conclude, let me add that while I do not agree with Webb's universal principle or cultural hermeneutic, he does ask the right questions.  The questions of what still applies and how we practically live out Scripture today are something that every Christian should be concerned with.  We are indeed in the world, but we do not buy in to the problems of this world.  We are unique because we were bought with a price.  We are unique because we are our Fathers'.  As such our relationship to this world impacts the relationship we have to him.  The general and special revelations of God must be heard in our daily lives. The general revelation speaks when we open our eyes and open our ears to praise the creator in a 100 were, and the special revelation, to take precedence in our daily lives.  This should drive our hermeneutic.  This is what we mean when we say Scripture interprets Scripture.

Saturday, September 3, 2011

Song of the Week: The Fray "You Found Me"

Hi to all my people in the interwebs!

This week's installment is focused on the song "You Found Me" by The Fray.  I love the music video because I am enamored with my home city of Chicago, and that is where it was filmed.  Another reason I like this song is because of the double meanings about both relationships and God.

The song is from the perspective of a person that was brought to God.  The point is not that the person found God, but that God brought the person to himself.  He was waiting and working to bring the person to him.  And it takes some bad circumstances to get things to drive the person to God.  The relationship fails, the man is left on the floor, and life is figuratively going down the crapper.  This leads the man to turn to the only solid thing left in life, God.    God looks like he has only been waiting, but he has actually been working all along.  Also, notice the name of the roads that God is standing on the corner of, 1st and Amistad.

Amistad is the Spanish word for freedom.  When the man comes to God, it is a liberating experience.  Freedom from the sorrow that encompasses his life is what he gains from finally coming to God.  I hope you enjoy this song and the video as much as I do.  Without further ado, here is "You Found Me" by The Fray.


Friday, August 26, 2011

Song of the Week: Sanctus Real "Lead Me"

Hi All!

This song has been in the forefront of my mind for over a month.  The message is very convicting for me.  This summer, I made it a point to understand what true leadership is.  In the past year I had tried to gain positions leading various groups and organizations, but only succeeded in causing my heart much grief as I was denied all of them.  Using these happenings as motivation, I sought a biblical standard of leadership.  As I was very frustrated due to my apparent lack of progress this summer while driving home from the library, I heard this song.  The words instantly convicted me of what I had become.  All the leadership things I had done, were to fulfill personal desires, not to realize that God had plans for my life.  I hope the message that impacted me so hard that day, not only continues through the rest of my life as a call to God and his plan, but also to you.  We are not alone.  Our Dad is right right there as we say, "Lead Me."


Tuesday, August 23, 2011

Trip to Russia: Day 2: The Tournament

Day 2 began with an early morning.  I could not sleep.  I woke up at 3am and could not get back to sleep.  So, making the best of the time, I took some pictures out of my window of Moscow.
                                                                          3 am - Moscow 

                                                                         4am - Moscow

 
4:30am - Moscow 

The morning work began with a 2.5km walk through the streets of Moscow to the Venue of the tournament.  The venue was used during the 1980 Moscow Olympics as the host of the fencing and weightlifting championships.  The place was huge.  It was much more than I expected for a tournament for a computer game that had been on the market for less than a year.  I half expected a group of nerds in some guy's basement.


Our cold Breakfast of meat and cheese on bread, 2 danishes, and a few yogurt cups.  Sadly, no spoons, forks, or plates were provided. doh!


 The bald headed, Vin Diesel look alike, is one of the leaders of our gaming clan.  His name is Gomes.  (Americanize it, don't pronounce it like you are supposed to.)  He is Portuguese, a former member of the Portuguese army, and a veteran of the conflict in the Balkans.   He is a great guy with a great accent.


 Inflate-a-tank!


Sadly to say, the horrible runaround and the "say one thing, do another" tendencies of the organizers, we had no chance to win the tournament.  The Russians were given every advantage and swept the Championships in every category.  Needless to say, it was not a good night.  So I had a little Vodka to help ease the pain.  :)  Stay tuned for the finale: Day 3 - the trip to Kubinka.

Songs of the Month: Owl City

Hi Everyone!!!!!

Sorry that I have not been posting as regularly as I would like.  I have had some personal things that I needed to deal with. But, now that school is starting, it is back to the grind!

For this update  I will share with you the flavor of the month: Owl City!  Owl City has two songs that I have consistently on repeat, Vanilla Twilight and Fireflies. ( I also recommend Galaxies.)  The views of desire and child like hope are something that I both identify with and admire.  Both of these songs are easy listening and move fairly quickly through the stories and chords.  It is so much fun to watch the visuals that they have coupled with the songs.  So, without further adieu, Owl City.




Wednesday, August 3, 2011

Sleep and Weakness

Hi everyone!

As the title indicates, today's post is about sleep and weakness.  Namely, however, my lack of sleep and newfound appreciation for weakness.  Lately I've been having problems getting to sleep, averaging about 4 to 5 hours of sleep a night. I know this is not good, but at least I know I can operate through it, giving me a taste of reality for when the school year sets in.

With my time, I have been reading a new book.  As some of you have heard Borders is going out of business, and I happened to pick up a new copy of Michael Horton's A Place for Weakness.  This book has been shocking in its presentation of who Christian is supposed to be.  Notice I said, who a Christian is supposed to be not what.  Horton argues that many people today have misunderstood Christianity as a road to health wealth and happiness.  The problem comes when these things are tossed into chaos.  It argues that the solution to this problem is not an answer of "everything will turn out okay."  But instead, he advocates for an answer of the gospel.
The gospel is such that it cannot be denied were shoved to the side.  As many popular preachers would have us believe Christianity is not about what you get in this life.  Christianity is about what life is.  Christianity does not sugarcoat life Christ himself even says there will be struggles there will be hardships and there will be times of doubt.  But our constant renewal of faith is a reminds us that he is sovereign.  Life is not an amusement park jumping on one attraction finding a thrill.  Then getting bored with that one and finding the next one.  Our lives today are so impregnated with a drug culture mentality of highs and lows that many people view Christianity as something that will give them in eternal high without the reality of the low points in a person's life.  In reality, God is so sovereign and universal that we see him not only in the high points, but especially in the low points of our life.  We see him through both the blessings and the falterings in our lives.  This universal mentality of God is a thing that I struggle with so much.  It is easy to forget who got you to the point in your life that you're currently at.  And it is all too easy to remember that God is supposed to care for you during the low points of your life.  Yet instead of shaking our fists at God, we need to remember, like Job, "if there be for him and Angel, a mediator, one of the thousand, to declare to man, what is right for him, and he is merciful to him, and says, "deliver him from going down into the pit; I have found a ransom; but his flesh become flush with youth; let him return to the days of his youthful vigor"; then man prays to God, and he accepts him; he sees his face with a shout of joy, and he restores to man his righteousness.  He sings before men and says: "I Sinned and perverted what was right, and it was not repaid to me.  He has regained my soul from going down into the pit, and my life shall look upon the light.""  (Job 33:23 -- 28)
we must every day look with the confidence that Job has in chapter 19, where he exclaims, "oh that my words were written!  Oh there were inscribed in the book!  Oh that with an iron pan in the lead they were engraved in the rock forever! For I know that my Redeemer lives, and at the last he will stand upon the earth.  And after my skin has been us destroyed, yet in my flesh I shall see God, whom I shall see for myself, and my eyes shall behold, and not another.  My heart feints with in me!  If you say, 'How will we pursue him!' and, 'The root of the matter is found in him,' be afraid of the sword, for wrath brings the punishment of the sword, that you may know there is a judgment." 
Amen.  Soli Deo Gloria

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

Foolishness and Wisdom: God's Gospel of Trust

Howdy all!

In my readings today I came across 1 Corinthians 1. While reading I was struck by the passage that says:

Where is the debater of this age? Has not God made foolish the wisdom of the world? For since, in the wisdom of God, the world did not know God through wisdom, it pleased God through the folly of what we preach to save those who believe. For Jews demand signs and Greeks seek wisdom, but we preach Christ crucified, a stumbling block to Jews and folly to Gentiles, but to those who are called, both Jews and Greeks, Christ the power of God and the wisdom of God. For the foolishness of God is wiser than men, and the weakness of God is stronger than men. (English Standard Version)

This passage struck me to ask: What then should we consider as wisdom? For even in Proverbs there is the famous passage: "Trust in the LORD with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding." The knowledge of man is inadequate. That's what these passages mean. It is the capabilities of man that are inadequate for salvation. The foolishness of man is the trust in his own understanding for forgiveness.  The trust is the key of the passage in Proverbs.  It is not the trust of yourself and your own capabilities, but trust in God that is the penultimate.  This is the foolishness that Paul writes about.

Paul talks about giving up the logic and reason and rhetoric that were so cherished in his day.  Paul even directly attacks the understanding of both Jew and Gentile.  The Jews were to look for a messiah. Therefore, they wanted a sign to show them.  They wanted a tangible thing to show that this man was actually supposed to save them.  Their belief demanded astonishment: feeling.  The Greeks wanted rhetoric, speeches, intelligence, and logic.  They were looking for the λογος τον θεου: the divine word. (literally translated: word of God)  They wanted the opening of eyes and minds.  The Greeks looked for a scholar amongst plebs. They wanted the surprise of knowledge: reason.

Both the  astonishment and knowledge are inadequate because it lacks the essential ingredient of salvation, the essence of the belief of Adam and Eve in the garden of Eden: Trust in the LORD.  Trust in the covenantal, creator God.   This is the heart of salvation.  While many churches, both denominationally and individually, tend to sway either to the knowledge or the experience, they miss the point of the gospel.  The Gospel of God is absolute Trust in God.  You do not hold anything back.  Nothing!  Not a car, or a house, or a toy, or a piece of candy.  Not your money, or time; your love, your hope; your life, your death.  Yes, even your salvation is not in our hands.  For Christ said, "For whoever does the will of God, he is my brother and sister and mother."  We are clay in the potter's hands.  This leads us to the ultimate question:  What are we withholding from Christ?  What will you not give up?  Is it an item? a relationship? a decision?  All things work for our good, because it is not us who is ultimately in control of the work.  It is God who causes his loved ones to prosper in Him.  This is the assurance we have as Christians.  This is the peace that passes all understandings.  Αμήν and amen.